frankly

i do want to see you. but i just think i cant.
i cant stand being so close but knowing that everything is different now.

ah, and thn today i was thinking.. if i'm the only one who doesn't drink to drown my sorrows.
i mean like... does it really help you feel better? how about the next day when you wake up.. isn't the sadness still there?

oh, i sent my camera to the camera hospital. 100 bucks to get it fixed and cleaned. not cheap but i am very sentimental. so i'm gonna pay.