19th

today, i chopped my hair off. its short and nice now. mum thinks i cut my hair because i'm too upset about the break up. but nah, i cut my hair cause waking up every morning and seeing my curly hair makes me upset. like.. i don't even feel like seeing the world with that kinda hair.

i got a m.a.c red lipstick too. to congratulate myself on my successful haircut. haha. excuses again. but as long as i'm happy, i dont really care if its too red.

and i took a puff today. it tasted.. weird. cooling but still doesn't smell nice.
and i still dont get why some people smoke to feel better. but ok. at least now i know what it feels/tastes like.

today is the happiest i've been since my hair was permed, i think. ya. i think so. (: i'm so glad i decided to cut my hair. yay!

and.. i'm getting replies from companies with regards to design related jobs and i'm so glad. i hope my life turns for the better from here on. thank you. i dont know who to thank but if there is someone who is planning my life.. thank you for letting today be such a good day.