writings

today i bought a cheap cd; one of the songs in there is a screamo (wth but ok cause it was cheap). had japanese lunch. stayed in the arcade for the longest time in my life. walked into a wedding exhibition show because there was nowhere to go and nothing to do. ya, it was quite awkward cause everyone was there to do their wedding stuff and we're just there to waste time. And today i felt the stress i havent been feeling in a long time. i really need to work harder. get my ass to london. Not waste time on this stupid job. wth was i thinking. so... tonight, i will send out my resume again. I can do this.

and i feel like an ahlian for posting this picture of myself but this was what i was doing before i left house today.

"Knock me down I'll keep on moving. It's the art of losing "