friends

i've been blogging very diligently recently. because i'm feeling a lot. and i feel like i'm learning something everyday. today was good. tiring but good. except for the fact that we ran out of paper to print and that we postponed the binding of books till wed and that my hotcakes that i ordered for breakfast at mc's weren't hot. but i managed to get my portfolio done. i am always doing new portfolios. -.- i have 4 now. and the works inside are all similar. which makes me irritated with myself. oh, this entry was supposed to be for my friends.

A friend once said to me " why would you want to settle down with someone? don't you think your friends are more likely to stay true to you and stay with you for the rest of your life? " and i've been thinking about that. I've quite a number of friends and i feel lucky because i'm not exactly an interesting person to be with. I like to do things like sitting on a patch of grass and listen to music, swim, eat, go to new places and eat, i'm socially awkward and even more so when someone good looking is around. idk why. i guess maybe i just feel like they are too good to want to befriend me. but i've got friends! YAY! some walked away, some drifted, some are still here. and i .. i just wish i have enough time and energy to keep them in my life forever.

my dear friends, if we ever quarrel, lets just say sorry and make up okay. i'm going to the temple tmr and pray that we will always be friends. I REALLY AM.