来来INDS BRING YOUR GAME ON.

good morning. today i will finish the guestcard, the shirt, the souvenir and the facebook page.
NEXT WEEK SETTLE THE GOD DAMNED MAP. i am going to draw a map. in one week.
nope, not kidding. and this classical music playing now makes me want to rip my hair apart. kbye. 开工！

5 more days.

fast forward time.
sigh. i really hate this inds thingy.
have zero positivity about the outcome.
even more so when my illustrator keeps crashing when i have yet to save my file.

i just want to eat frosties, online shop, sleep, draw random things WITH NO CONCEPTS, visit new places, do new things, GRADUATE ( i know i'll miss poly life ltr but right now i just really want to graduate), listen to good music, spend time with my friends, spend time with you, spend time with family, watch tv, GET DONE WITH INDS, buy a macbook pro, drive with confidence, revamp my room which is not conducive for work right now. and sleep. and sleep and sleep.

#indsruiningmylife.

No Time

No time for perfect.
No time for good.
No time for alright.
My work just looks like shit srsly.

Ten

I watched Arthur last night. for the second time.
Had pizza with my brother for dinner.
Stayed home today cause i woke up late and missed class.
INDS progress probably like only 20%.
Spent most of the time watching tv, playing zombie hunting and eating.
or blogshopping and bloghopping.
today officially marks 10 days to submission.
what am i doing?

Good times.

really love you.

Contradicthings

So.. i was just thinking..
if we should all learn to be contented with what we are and what we have right now. That way we'll be happier. right?
or should we all be hungry for more. That way, we could possibly achieve more. right?
actually, i dont know.

yum

5 days ain't that long right?

but it sure felt long.

Simple is good. I like Simple.

Life is treating me good.

Went to sentosa with Lena and Syl today. 

We were lucky enough to catch the sun for a while before it started to rain.

Met Randy after that. We had a heartwarming dinner. 

( sharing night market food while it was raining and a bowl of nice warm handmade noodle.)

& thn i headed back to meet Lena and Syl at Chomp Chomp. 

Sounds really simple but thats kinda like one of the better Sundays i've had. 

Meanwhile, Dj is back in Korea alrdy. if he wasn't lying to me again..

and i just sent Naho an Email. heh, i'd like to share them with all of you. 

(explains recent blog entries filled with updates about them. )

I dare say, 

THE BEST PART OF MY INDS WAS GETTING TO KNOW THIS BUNCH OF AWESOME FRIENDS. 

but i've not been doing alot for INDS so i guess its time i wrap up my tourist mood and start getting something done. 

on another note, I'd like you to be happy with what i'm happy with. (:

I've been good.

This week is really pretty awesome.

I took up an offer to ride in a stranger's car cause I was lost at Clementi.
Made new friends.
Did silly things.
Went to MBS observatory deck.
Spent time with you.
Had some good food.
Spent some money on each other.

Suddenly, life feels great.
till i think about INDS. HA. goodluck xinyi. really.

11/11/11

It amazes me. How we could hit off within a few hours over breakfast in the morning.
Really glad that I met these people; Dongjin from Korea, Naho from Japan, Lena from Germany and Aart from Holland. They were so nice I decided to bring them around Singapore. We ended up @Marina Bay Sands. My first time on the observatory was with Naho who was really cute and that irritatingly silly Dongjin. We walked a pretty long distance, poked fun at each other, had Singapore food, took like a zillion photos; it was awesome & I totally did not expect this much coming from a one night stay at the backpacker's hostel. Will remember these guys and hopefully i'll get to visit them at their country. My 11/11/11 was so fulfilling I feel like I couldn't ask for more. Oh, maybe one thing that would make things even better was your presence. I would like you to meet them. cause they made me really happy. the kind of happy i dont think i felt before, and i would like you to feel that way too.

It was also nice to spend time with Syl, get to know abit more about each other's life, kinda stole 2 fresh coconuts and ran away from that indian stall together because we didnt want to pay for bad service. Impulsive but we giggled about it after that.  It reminds me of the good old days we had on the running tracks. It was nice. I cant even find a word enough to describe this niceness that i am feeling now.

Hopefully Dj and Aart would enjoy the rest of their trip, for Naho, I hope she'll have a safe flight back to Japan and for Lena, I hope she'll like the rest of her stay here. On top of all that, I hope they'll remember us.

Oh man. gonna miss them all so much.

the rain got me thinking.

I know things doesn't have to turn out this way.
and i'll be so mad at myself if i were to let my ego and my stubbornness get me deeper in this roller coaster of emotions. it wasn't all my fault. but it was still my fault. i hope this helps. to the both of you.

yeah. this is the time i realize that I'm such a bad person.

its still raining. i'll go think if there is any other thing i should apologize for.

Change.

New haircut. New hair colour. ha. I feel like a 16 yr old again. 

whats up for the whole of this week? stressing over INDS. 

FYI, INDS is my Final Year Project module. 

I don't like you. but still, rest in peace.

The praying mantis was found dead the next day after it was spotted. dead. at the alter. 

like what bro said, it might be praying before it fell into the pool of oil.
oh well..