Random Snippets.

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"I just want to let you know that it is ok to stand in the rain as it is not acid."

truth is..

i havent been doing anything good for myself for my fyp and portfolio.
and i dont know what i have been doing..
probably just eating and sleeping and gaining weight and planning what i want to do.
and missing you. and oh. cleaning the house. and dealing with this flu.

i am so lazy i want to kick myself.

conclusion.

swimsuits are either super ugly or super expensive. 

damn it. 

battle with your self.

Funny how when you are in love with someone, you can suddenly be so extremely forgiving. i guess not everyone knows how that feels. but i do.

nights like this.

I really hate nights like this. cause be able to slp in peace.. shouldve just .. lived with it.

visual nonsense.

& more to come.

been awhile now.

School starts tomorrow. as in wednesday. and that really sucks. cause it means i only have around 1 month or maybe a little bit more before the final dateline for FYP. i'm not ready for this. i havent done a single shit for the past 2 weeks. but if i were given a chance to re-live this 2 weeks, i'd not do any shit either. cause i need these fun.

so anyway... its my first entry of the year and i've came up with more resolutions apart from those i came up with in the previous entry.

- I want to start to save up. this is going to be a really tough resolution cause i don't get alot for my weekly allowance and i am an online shopping addict. plus the fact that i really like to go out and meet my friends and my boy. ( impossible not to spend if you were to head out in singapore.) so maybe 800 this year? includes CNY money plus money that i will earn from working after i graduate before i get enrolled into a university IF possible. i've got alot of plans. but i'm just worried cause most of the time, things dont go according to plans.

i think its raining outside now. but i'm not sure. cause i'm in my aircon room due to the fact that the annoying mosquitoes have been attacking me every. single. night without the air con. i dont know why i'm even talking about this.

- make my relationship with randy known. and convince my parents that he is a changed man. kay, maybe the second part should be one of his resolutions but basically, i just want to stop being so worried about how mum would be pissed when she finds out that i lied to her so many times.

- Be good at something. i was watching america's got talent and i feel like everyone has something they are good at but me, i'm good at nothing.

- Be less paranoid. Have more courage.

- Be able to make you happy like when you're with your friends and family even when its just the 2 of us. which means i need to be less boring. i dont know how.

- STOP BEING AWKWARD.

ok. thats enough for a year i think. there is quite alot of things to do.

Back to 2012. New year's eve saw me at Timbre with my boy. i managed to catch the fireworks by Singapore River. another new year with him. and it made me realise that what some of them said was true. if its meant to be, it will be. (:

other things that have been happening in my life:
- Lena is back in Germany. will miss her till she comes back in December.
- Ikea with Kianru
- Oakham Market with Fanny
- BBQ at granny's
okay i cant think now, need to sleep.
this long and wordy entry would be improvised tomorrow. if i stay home.