sky, grass, water, us.

This was last thurs. I'll be sure to do this again.

Skinny Love

"Come on skinny love, what happened here?

 Suckle on the hope in light brassiere.

 My my my my my my my my my my my

 Sullen load is full, so slow on the split"

i can listen to this all day. 

gotta be frank

started off grand then ended in ruins
thought you were the one you never knew what we were doin'
you didnt know when to stop all of your games
and you left me here, left me without any shame

so the truth came out you couldnt promise me the love that i was pouring out for you
and when you went away
couldn't get you out of my mind oh i
was broken down for you

500 days i know it wasn't the best but i won't ever forget no i won't ever forget
500 days i know it wasn't the best but i won't ever regret no i won't ever forget you

i gotta be frank-- i can't imagine me with anyone other than you
had me feelin like my dreams came true

you made me feel good
like no one else existed
like summer was here everyday of the year
now its just my wishful thinkin

so the truth came out you promised someone else the love that i was pouring out for you
when you went away
couldn't get you out of my mind oh i
was broken down for you

there is a light and it never goes out
and there is a promise and i don't mean to scream and shout
but there is a fog and it's blocking that light
gotta let you go, no use in fighting this fight

i wish i can like.. go to bed without worrying what time i have to wake up the next day. and i can wake up and not worry about what i have to do for that day but just do what i want to. and not worry if what i like to do is going to make me any money but just be happy. and not worry about my happiness being affected by others but just do i what i want and be what i want and say what i want. 

right now, i wish i know what i want to do. 

i must be crazy

i must be i must be i must be crazy. and this, i just another senseless post.

Level Sian

It will all get better in time..

"and even though i really love you..."

Coming right up.

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Last week's bake.

chocolate orange angel food cake. 

happy and sad and happy and sad and happy and sad

it makes me sick. and tired. and unhappy. and skeptical.

Sawadee

great breakfast (s). great company. great weather. overall great experience. We will meet again in september.. Thailand. 

thn dont walk away...

i need to get a job. or be productive. i will not stay home and read sad stories and make myself sad.

i miss the thailand air, the thailand beach, the thailand sunset, and the sound of the waves.

16 aug 2011

"sometimes, you try so hard to keep some people in your life but they don't even care. or at least thats what it seemed like to me. and then you ask yourself why. why you're still holding on. you know the answer.

because they mean something. you just hope you meant something to them too."