busy with life's shit.

you know, sometimes i just want to sit down and doodle and doodle and doodle and sort out my photos and not care about all the shitty assignments i get from school. with you sitting somewhere near me that is. sigh. i want to turn 21 so badly so i can tell mum to let me make my own life's decisions. at the same time, i dont want to grow up. cause thinking about the future makes me so scared. i dont know what i really want. yup, i contradict myself pretty much all the time.