i want to be here, but i want to be there.

i hate decision making. but sadly, its part of life.

Melbourne, would be beautiful i think. and really fun. and really nice.
but going for it would mean that my parents have to spend money on me again.
i could work, but there isn't enough time.
i could pay them back next time.
but sk isn't going. and i don't know if the trip will be fun without her.
but fanny is going. so i guess its ok.
but its from 4-9 october and i would miss your passing out parade.
but i really want to go to Melbourne.
but i don't want you to be unhappy.
but..... i don't know if i should go.

i hate decision making.